It was hard for me to see Mazza leave on tuesday, I mean I only had two days to get used to it.
Which isn't long when I've known her for more than two years. It was all a bit of a shock when I first found out.
In a bloody text.
I wasn't impressed by that, but I'm glad she told me.
Oh by the way I have this thing of saying my R's as W's. I call her Mazwa even though there is no R for some reason.
Her nick names are Mazza or Mazzy I call her Mazwa or Mazza though mostly Mazwa.
It is really sad to see her go, but on friday evening I went to her leaving party.
What I did during the day;
Well I did alot during the day seeing as I stayed home, I was ill.
I have been ill for the whole week but I still struggled on untill friday when I died.
It really was hard for me to sit at home knowing she was at her new scohol.
It kept playing in my mind that she will forget about me and everyone else at our school.
It made me very sad.
I was thinking, for the few hours that I was awake, what will make her think of me?
So I made her a little CD with some very cute songs we like, and I wrote her a letter.
It was all very emotional and I cried. ALOT!
(I've just reaslised how cheesy this post is reading it though.)
So now to the leaving party.
I went on the bus which was about 30mins into town.
I got on another bus so I was just outisde town and walked about 2 mins to the place of meeting.
I was abit late due to the rain.
When I got there I felt like crying my little eyes out.
I couldn't do that for the whole bloody world to see.
So I gave Mazwa a hug and slipped her prezzie into her hands.
When we got to the lovely food thing, she read it and cired a little.
I got out my pen and worte down a few notes of fan fiction ideas.
I was sat inbetween my Harry Potter friend Jo aka Dough or Joey. (Who now likes Remus/Sirius all due to moi.) And Douche ( alice) my lovely Fan fiction buddy who isn't really into Harry Potter, but likes to read it anyway.
Me and Joey were having some rather good laughs whilst me and alice were getting our little hard ons ( jokes) as she calls them.
I was in fits of giggles I had i to cling onto the table for dear life.
Yes I got looked at.
I even stared to go on about how I'm adopting a child and calling it Remus or Sirius and that I'll change my last name according to the child.
Then Alice said ' would you name one Dan'
I said 'NO WAY!'
The we took a strole to the bathrooms so I could call Noah.
This was hilarious, seeing as Joey wanted to talk to him and Alice just wanted to tease him.
So all in all it was funny, I re-applied the make-up and sorted out my hair. Then we went back to meet everyone else Alice was then on the phone to the poor boy STILL.
We sat down and me and Jo started talking about Harry Potter.
There was this guy that looked like Dan, and he kept looking at me, I got scared so I hugged Alice.
I know I was supposed to be Lamenting over Mazwa this whole time, but she was with other people most of the time, so I just made the most of the time I had with the other people from school.
But don't get me wrong me and Mawz had a fair few hugs and cuddles and laughs, they just weren't about Harry Potter or very funny things. But one was about this lady that didn't like me and I said 'well I hate her'
So it was a very good evening I have to say, but on the way home I balled my eyes out and had to go to sainsbury's to see Matthew, this is for another post though.
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It is now Two. 26 am on Saturday 29 of September, and I'm about to look for typo's in this post.
Current Mood: Lamenting
Current Music: The motoway outside
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